m|ss|n yew...

2005-07-08T00:20:00.000-07:00

ARRGHH!!...so stupid!!!...
the results fer the superstar thingy..
so suprising...
so dissapointed!!haiis...
why the jason get in!!!!!why????!!!why???!!!why????????!!!!!!!
haiis...stupid!...
all cos of him...derrick got booted out..haiis...
have got nth to say!!
derrick so good also will get booted out...
haiis...think the judges dunno how to gibb points....
so dissapointed...
haiis...wah liao...so stupid!!!
wad kind of supporters are they...
shld support derrick mahh....
go support jason fer wad???
haiis...arrgghh!
derrick cannot out derr!!!
derrick so good!!!!
ahhhhh!!!
haiis...haiis...haiis...haiis...
onli stupid ppl vote fer jason...haiis...
woohoo...next week de got sebastian!!!
i dun care le!!!..if derrick din get in on the revival round...
then sebastian mus get in!!!!!!
cannot derrick mus mus mus mus mus get in!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
arhhhhHHH!!!!haiis...
okiies...i got nth to sae lerr...
stupid ppl VOTE FER JASON!!
hahahahahas...k...endin here...

derriick and sebastiian raWks! no matter wad happens!!

2005-07-01T22:55:00.000-07:00

hahas..change blogskins le...hahas..like the midi..=)
hmms..todae was youth dae celebration..hahas..
hmms..had lessons..then at 12 got concert..=)
dunno wad concert was dat..hahas..
the place soo hot de
then so squeezy de...haf to go down early...if not no space to sit..hahas..
after skool...went to amk arcade wiif pc..cherr..jh..gh..tim..sheryl..ernest and ram..hahas..
so fun..played there...till abt 3 plus 4..then i go home lerr..
hmms..so funniie..dunno how to play the car de...every1 so expert..hahas..siians..
no match fer them..hahas...hmms...im soooo tired...haiis..
think i gonna end here...hahas...buaii!

2005-06-27T23:51:00.000-07:00

hahas..lalalas~
so long nvr update lerr...hahas...
dunno wad to update larh..hahas..holidaes over lerh..
also dunno wad i do during holidae..hahas...so siian...everydae at home play com...also cannot go out...so stupid..hahas...
hmms...went to watch initialD last friday [24/o6] wiif amanda and ling2..
so funniie...went to ps early in the morning..lolls..abt 10 plus 11 reach there..hahas..then went to buy tickets..
we watch 1.2o derr..
then so early reach there...so we went walk around lorr...went to the arcade..hahas..play the car racing de game..hahas...i won!! hahas...so stupid...im so lame..hahas...
hmms...then after tt..we saw 1 machine...got so many softoy!! pooh de...then amanda went to try..first try got pooh lerr!!..hahas...so cute...then wanted piglet and tigger...the eeyore no more lerr..then they dun wan put out fer us to catch...haiis...then so sad...the eeyore cutest der..hahas...then actually wanted to tigger 1st...then ended up wiif piglet..then try so many times!!!...cannot get tigger..hahas..haiis...so stupid!! aniwae..pooh is still de bez!!hahas...yuppiies..
hmms..amanda was staying at my house since thursdae [23/o6]..hahas..so fun...everydae also very late slp..hahas...but onli the last few daes of the holidaes were fun..lolls..actually wanted to go escape de...then wanted watch initialD..then go watch lorr..hahas..initialD so nice!! mus go watch!!hahas..verri verii nice!!!hahas...jay so cool...edison so shuai!!hahas..so funniie..hahas...hmms...school reopen lo..mus study hard lo..hahas...cannot slack lo..lolls..
hahas..so glad to go back to skool...if not at home...really will diie de..hahas..hmms..todae lehh..went to buy shoe again...hahas..my father so good horr..buy so many shoe fer mii..lolls...then came home SLEEP..hahas..so tired..too late sleep le..hahas..
haiis...tml oral le...so siian..hate exams..hahas..
wanna sleep le..hahas...think end here bahh...=)..post agn..another time..hahas...dunno wen isit..hahas..

dis ish such a niice poem..so touching..hahas..

Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was "Daddy's Day" at school, and she couldn't wait to go.

But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone.

But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today.

But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home.

But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all.
Of a dad whose never there a dad who never calls.

There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats.

One by one the teacher called a student from the class.
To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed.

At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare.
Each of them was searching, for a man who wasn't there.

"Where's her daddy at?!" she heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one," another student dared to shout.

And from somewhere near the back, She heard another father say, "Looks like another deadbeat dad, too busy to waste his day.

" The words did not offend her, as she smiled up at her Mom.
And looked back at her teacher, who told her to go on.

And with hands behind her back, Slowly she began to speak
And out from the mouth of a child, came words incredibly unique.

"My Daddy couldn't be here, because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be, Since this is such a special day

And though you cannot meet him, I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy and how much he loves me so.

He loved to tell me stories he taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses, and taught me to fly a kite.

We used to share fudge sundaes, and ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him. I'm not standing here alone.

"Cause my daddy's always with me, even though we are apart
I know because he told me, he'll forever be in my heart"

With that, her little hand reached up, and lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat, beneath her favorite dress.

And from somewhere in the crowd of dads, her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter, who was wise beyond her years.

And when she dropped her hand back down, staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft, but its message clear and loud.

"I love my daddy very much, he's my shining star.
And if he could, he'd be here, but heaven's just too far.

You see he was a fireman and died just this past year.
When airplanes hit the towers and taught Americans to fear.

But sometimes when I close my eyes, it's like he never went away.
"And then she closed her eyes, and saw him there that day.

And to her mother's amazement, she witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children, all starting to close their eyes.

Who knows what they saw before them, Who knows what they felt inside.
Perhaps for merely a second, they saw him at her side.

"I know you're with me Daddy," to the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers, of those once filled with doubt.

Not one in that room could explain it, for each of their eyes had been closed..
But there on the desk beside her, was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose..

[~end~]

Wishes do come true, but you usually only get one. So be
careful what u wish for. Because whats done is done.

I wished he didnt love me, I wished he'd just forget,
now he doesnt c me, it's like we never met.

If you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleedin on your shirt

Memories are so deep that the heart sinks...

You asked me why i put up with what you do ....
i said because i would alwyas love you

The tears rolled down her face and he said noboday will
take your plase sure she said as she quickly got up and
fled she cut her wrists that nite because she thought it
would make things right but she was wrong it just made
her loose sight

Love is war
easy to start
hard to end
impossible to forget

:: Just When I Start Too Get Miself Back Together Again Thoughts Of You Come Creeping In ::

Love is just a broken word waiting for a meaning..
And the doctor said my depression is so bad,
that the only way out is the way I came in...
But the way I came in doesnt exist anymore.
And it's all coz you don't love me.
"But as i said, it doesnt matter now..
"These were the last words i eva heard from the one I love.
The fight was mii fault and ii didnt understand that...
or didnt want to.

[~end~]

2005-06-06T22:27:00.000-07:00

lala~..lolls..long tyme nvr post lerr..hahas..got back my phone lerr!!!sho happiie..hahas..todae got maths lesson..sho siian..haiis..still cant get to go back fer training..hahas..but nvm..got back my phone good enough lerr..hahas..that dae msgin cheryl..then she say hope mii officially get back my phone..lolls..then tt nite realli got back lerr..lolls..thx to herr bahh..hahas..my sis havin exams..hope she does well..hehes..thx fer taggin my blog..hahas..think nicholas e onli guy taggin my blogg bahh..lolls...other ppl nid mii ask them tag then they will tagg derr..dis guy no nid der..lolls...auto tagg derr..everybody derr blog also tagg..lolls...*ahem*ahem*..err..i got nothin to sae lerr...dun sae too short okiies...lolls...my blogg so siian derr..not lyke peichee they all derr..so interesting..hahas...nth to read derr...cos mii too laziie to post lerr..hahas.anw..thx fer taggin mii blogg..lolls..thankku..hahas...think endin here...=) sTaY hApPiIe..hehes..*smiiles*

2005-05-30T23:00:00.000-07:00

haiis...stupid...idiiotic father!!...all cos pff him..i ended up not goiin fer volleyball trainiin...stupiid!!!...haiis...dunno wads wrong wiif mii diis few daes..haiis...my stupiid father dun wanna let mii go back to my vball traiinin...haiis...he also dun wan let mii get back my fone!!!...so idiotiic!!!humph!!!...haiis...todae got competition...anderrson vs innova...haiis...lose lerr... 2:1..hahas..nvm..at least got win 1..then coach also sae its jus an experience...=) tml is anderrson vs temasek poly..haiis...dunno whether will win norrt...haiis...miiss volleyball!!!arrghh!!!i wan go back!!!...haiis...going to talk to my dad lerr...think end here lerr...

2005-05-27T00:40:00.000-07:00

haiis...today last dae of skool lerr...we had quite a fun dae bahhs...first lesson science...then next lesson was geog..lolls..geog went to library..watch spiiriited away...lolls..we were late...hahas..after tt then end skl lerr...then 1.30 got sports carnival...we pon..hahas...notii riite...hehes...1st time pon lehhs...lolls..we pon lerr go j8 eat then they take neoprint..mii nvr take cas not in the mood to take...liddat take lerr not niice...so mii nvr take..hahas...then after tt we all go biishan parrk..lolls..soo stupiid lorr...then biike 1 biig derr $8 per hourr lorr...soo ex...then the meduiim derr we all surre cannot riide derr..tehn end up nvr ride..then we take bus go amk central..lolls..jubilee there...walk here walk there...walk go the arcade then cannot go iin..cos cannot wear skool u orr skool tee..so stupiid...lolls...then walk go popularr...awhile onli then cum out lerr..lolls..then we wanted to play blk catching...lolls..found a blk..lolls..26 story high derr....`but the lift has no button wif the no. [26] on it...but got 26 storries...scarry riite..lolls...then we took different lift..gals in 1 boiis in 1...then the boiis shouted iin the liift..lolls..was so loud that we can hear..lolls..then we also shouted..but onli once..hahas...after tt went to amk parrk...lolls..go so many parrk horr..lolls..then walk until damn high...then walk down the slope..lolls..got mud...make my dhoe verii diirty..hahas...but then jh derr the worst derr...then he sae wan go home wash shoe lerr...liddat lorr..then we sit at the playground there talk very long..talk till abt 6 bahhs...hahas...long siia...then go home lerr..lolls..todae at fiirst damn bored derr..but was fun in the end..lolls..yea...skool holidaes here lerr...can slack slack abit...but vball competieion starting lerr...on 28/5...haiis..got back my result sllips lerr...did quite okiie bahh...okiie onlii..haiis..so stupid...lolls..dun talk abt it lerr...mii wan go back vball lerr!!!!!...long time nvr play lerr...hahas...waiit ferr mii worrs...hahas..ending here...niites...=)

[[ __* wadd euu diid to0 mii .. ]]

2005-05-23T00:19:00.000-07:00

heyyas..sorriie...long tiime nvr post lerr..haiis...
siians...dunno wadd to postt lehh..thiinkiin of manyy thiings that pastt lonng ago lerr..zZz...allso dunno why..now wann holiidae lerr stiill thiinkiin of manny manyy thiings...haiis..why diid iit even haff to happenn???...iits all my faullt...haiis...aniiwae iit hass all past long long tiime ago..
i shouldntt thiink of iit butt i couldnt hellp iit...my miind is full of thiings that shouldnt be therre...haiis...iits so latte lerr...and i stiill cannt seem to sleep...cos off too manyy thiings iin my miind...wheneverr i cllose my eyes...euu wiill allwaes appear...haiis...y iisiit liidat???...dun feell liike tallkiin aboutt iit aniimorre...iim tiired...verry tiired...verry verry tiired...haiis...

euu to0k my hearrt and liifted iit hiigh ..
thenn euu lett iit fall .. harrd .. verry harrd ..
annd euu watchh iit bbr0ke iint0 miilli0n piieces ..
ferr mee t0 piick up andd mendd iit ..
butt ..
iit cann neverr be perrfect agaiin ..
cos therre iis a verry veryy deep scarr
[[__* leftt byy euu ]]

2005-05-06T23:23:00.000-07:00

haiis...when could i ever get back to training??...missin the sun shining on my face..missin all mmy mates...haiis...i wanna go fer training..i am scoring well fer tis terms exam...missin everything...arrggh...esp someone...cant seem to let him go...but haf ta...haiis...

thiings are so diifferent now...so diifferent dat how i wiish riight frm the begiinniing all of those had never happened...why did thiings haf to end up this way?...dat's the question I have been askiing myself lately...if i was giiven a wiish...i would wiish to turn back tiime and nothiing happened between us so we could be back as normal...back as what we were iin the begiinniing...good friends...i guess dat's what we wiill ever be...The feeliing of beiing "lost" is back again...haiis..

but i do noe liife still has to go on...tiime wun stop or pause just because my heart iis not fully healed yet..since ii can't do anythiing to change the past...i will have to leave iit all to tiime...and i beliieve that tiime wiill help to fade memoriies...it will all go away someday...to remaiin strong and overcome obstacles that awaiits me ahead iis what i have to do now...[you can do it girl, just believe in urself] dats wad my heart tells mii...thiink i am gonna stop here for today....tired...so tired...haiis...

to fall in love is always easy
to start a relationship is always simple...
to build it, is always tough...to maintain it, is 'better said then done'...
to break off, is 'easier said then done'...
to remain as friends after u broke off, is never possible... or is it?
to forget the memories is 'always doing but never succeeding'...
to heal the pain within is hard and tough and never near simple...
but one has to try to heal your own heart...
the heart belongs to u...
if u don't heal it and have a space for someone else to walk in,
the heart will always be sealed,
memories will never be forgotten,
the pain will never go away,
and u will never move on from where u started...

2005-04-24T19:48:00.000-07:00

lala...ytd pEichEe birthdae...lols...dunno whether she got recieve alot alot of presents mahs...hahas...long time nvr use com lerrs...dunno since when...hehes...todae hao bu rong yi can use com...lols....but dunno wat to sae lehs...every dae also nth happen derrs...so sians...todae at home nth to do watch [mvp qing ren]....so sians de...tt 1 dunno watch how many time le...hais...nth to sae lerrs...ending here bahs...=)

_____[[types of l0ve]]_____

The types of love are friendship, and true
You know the truth is that I really love you
But you do not have the same kind of feeling
And with admitting this to myself, my wounds will stop healing

My reason for fighting and being alive
Was the fact that you really loved me, made me want to strive
Don't beat yourself up about it, I'm used to being alone
Used to living and dying, every night on my own

Now that reason is shattered, didn't last for very long
I'm sorry for hoping, Sorry for being so wrong
Ending my smiles, with unrequited love is so easy to do
It's my fault for falling in love with you

2005-04-13T21:32:00.000-07:00

hmms...so sianx...so long nvr go training lerrs...at home nth to do...hais sianx...todae homec so scary lorrs...keep on talking about diseases so ke pa...hahas..then still talk abot cancer...heart attack...eEee..dun talk abt it lerrs...lols...sho scary...hahas...then talk about parenting...so funnie...competion cuming lerrs...then i so long nvr go training...stupid lorrs...hais...idiot...all cos of my result...hais...some ppl jus dunno how much they are hated...so stupid...really hate u sho so much...hais...*change* okies...=)

I wrote your name in the sky,

but the wind blew it away.

I wrote your name in the sand,

but the waves washed it away.

I wrote your name in my heart,

and forever it will stay.

2005-04-07T23:23:00.000-07:00

haiis...long time nve post lerrs...hais...dunno wad to sae...haiis...life is really like glass..it br0kenn into pieces so easily...until now then i noe tt loving someone is tough...and fergetting someone is tougher...haiis...why isit liddat??...nobody is listening to mii...everyone is going againsn mii...haiis...idiotic...wad do u think makes ppl trust u...why r u liddat??...haiis...it sux to have this feeling man...when nobody is listening to u....i really sux...i hate it...aRrgGhH!!!humph!!..idiot...haiis...late lerrs...think mii end here lerrs...post agn next time...sorrie fer not posting fer so longg...

2005-03-28T20:48:00.000-08:00

lalala....hahax...i change my blogskin again...i got nth betta to do...lolx...sho sianx...got sho many hw need to do...haix...wish i could go volleyball...then can relax...haix...but i cannot goo....haixx....sho sianx...sho long lerxx...really sorriex worx...wanna talk to u but dunno how...and ii dun hab the guts...haix...i wan eat chocolate...hehex...someone buy fer mii cann...heheexx...i m sho lamee...r[a]w[k]s 4 rox man...lolx...omg...i m really sho lamee...todae...sho tired...1st period english somemore...wanna slp man...hahax...almost fell asleep...lolx...then after tt chinese...then dun feel like sleeping le...cos can talk mahx...lolx...then reading...i fell asleep...hahax...science also not boring...lolx...cos i drawin...lolx...i sho lamee...lolx...now sho sianx...wan sleep...think my compo haven do yet...haix...need go do le...then wanna sleep early...heheex....think end here bahx...=)

r[a]w[k]s 4~ rAwKx!! =)
shorriex fer wad i have donnee...=(

I had been on thinking nights,
Whether I had chosen right,
To hold on something not quite mine,
And shut out all the love so white.
Many good catch passed my life,
I just didn’t want to try
As I hope not all these tries
Would all end up the expected sigh.
My heart was sealed up, so tight,
In the darkness without light,
U came with light n want to guide,
But I dare not follow, u asked me why…?
As even if u r right beside,
I’ll look back for my yesterday night.
It isn’t fair or anywhere right,
To hurt you further with my present plight.
I want ur light in me to die,
Reason not its u I do not like,
Its ur goodness that gives me fright,
I swear to God tis is no lie.
Knowing u had decide,
To seal ur heart,with a sorry sight,
Makes me more guilt than past fortnights,
When I kept the distance between so wide.
I hope to see u in great heights,
With a gal, whom can to u, equally like.
Call me a coward that won’t fight,
I don’t care, at least, i hUrT nO hEaRt,
eXeCpT mInE....

i aM sOrRiEe...=(

2005-03-23T20:04:00.000-08:00

haix...sianx...cannot go trainin ler...sho stupid...all because of my result...haix..really miss u sho damn much...very long nvr talk le...sorrie worx...=(..think its sooner or later bahx...i wont be sad de...its all caused by myself...=)...haix...aniwae..i m jux sorrie...haix...todae nvr go trainin then stay in skool do english project...do till i wan fall asleep le...sho sianx...then now come back still need to do...haix...y am i such a coward...dun even dare to talk to u...haix...i sux man...sux to the core...idiotic mii...arRgHh...i m sho sukiee...haix...u are too good to be wif mii...haix...i sux i sux i sux....haix...

i've already done my best,
but my hopes begin getting less,
my heart stil can't get to its little nest,
so tired,i tink,it badly needs a rest...

why is my love still in a mess?
i always tot, God's giving me a test.
but the tests seems never end,
breaking the heart more, yet to mend..

my life's meant to b like tis, i guess..
though breathing yet lifeless, so depress!!
all i wish,is he'll confess,
whether he loves n misses me......
as much as i'd always stressed...

hmm..are the lovely messages sent
what he really meant???
why then,since the day away
Love went its till not back to get my heart tended???

does he really meant to be mine...
i dun think sho....
he shouldnt be mine...
he ish too good to be mine....
i m sorrie...i m jux too bad.........

2005-03-20T17:51:00.000-08:00

In the middle of the night I heard myself shout,

It was my heart coz my mouth was shut.

My heart bled when u told me Im sorry,

That we were incompatible just that I wasnt wary.

I had to agree to end this feeling,

But my heart protested by all its bleeding.

I need your love to keep me breathing,

Without your love I dun feel like a living I want to know why,

u wanted to leave so abruptly,

Decided to follow up behind ur steps secretly..

ThereI saw you giving your heart away,

And crushed my heart along the way.

As time passes, the heart is healed..

But scars remain hard to conceal.

Kisses n hugs can only be reviewed,

By the memories thats left so few.

iF yEw cAnT cHaNgE uR fAtE cHaNgE uR aTtItUdE...

does it matters if i die...nobody will noe...

its okie to be left alone....no one will care fer mii....

2005-03-17T11:56:00.000-08:00

haix..todae nvr go trainin...sianx...woke up at 10+..then meet peichee...cheryl and sheryl..then go library do homework...sho guai horx...hahax...do the english essays..sho stupid lorx...need to do 14 lehx...idiot...haix..but then think i do abt 5 or 6 le bahx...then still got maths...still got tuition hw...haix...y so many hw...haix...do until i wan die lerx...haix...do hw do until 5+ then we all go to the park opposite amk library...hahax...go play swing...sho childish...lolx...then after tt cheryl call her dad then fetch her home...then peichee go home wif her sis...then left mi and sheryl...we walk to amk central..then go buy drinks...hahax...she treat mi...sho good horx...lolx...then after tt went to s11 buy rice fer my grandma to eat...then go home le...i walk home myself...then sheryl walk go take bus herself...hahax...then reach home lerxthen on com lorx...then change skin...but feel like changin agn lehx...haix...dunno lahx...lolx...jux now watch the 1/2 yuan[2] fen[4]..sho nice...then the meide say she wanna be a big big sun...lolx...so as to allow meiman to be able to have the dae and meili to dry ppl tears...sho touching...lolx...kk...think blog too much le...gtg now..heehex...=)

all about miie?? =)

2005-03-15T09:34:00.000-08:00

i aM:__*lYnEtTe sEet

i wAnT:__* mY hAnDpHoNe bAcK!!

i hAvE:__* mY fReNs aNd fAmIlY

i wIsH:__* tO gEt gOod gRaDes fEr eXaMs

i hAtE:__* mYsElf

i mIsS:__* yEw

i fEaR:__*hEiGhTs..iNjEcTiOnS

i hEaR:__* mY sIstEr tAlKin

i wOnDeR:__* wHeN wIlL i diE

i nOe:__* wHeN i dIe..nObOdY wIlL cRy fEr mI

i rEgReT:__* bEiN soOo sTuPiD..

i lOvE:__* yEw

i dAnCe:__* i dUn dAncE

i cRy:__* wHeN i aM hApPy..sAd..tOuChEd

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i lOsT:__* mYsElF

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i sHoUlD:__*sLeEp

~~yEs oR nO~~

You keep a diary:~yUpPiEs

You like to cook:~oKiEs lAhx

You have a secret you have not shared with anyone:~dUn tHiNk sO

You believe in love:~yUpPieS

~~dO yEw~~

Have any crushes:[[tHiNk sHo]]

Think you're a health freak:[[dUn tHiNk sHo]]

Get along with your parents:[[yUpPiEx]]

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2005-03-11T21:27:00.000-08:00

woOhOo...2dae x country...hahax...run..3.sth km...hahax..then after tt we stay back...play ball...play water...ride bike...hahax...so fun...then ride bike tt time..mi play rollarblading...fall down 2 times...^-^''...hehex...so paiseh...lolx...but quite fun lahx...hahax...ride bike more fun...ride go everywhere...lolx...so fun...ride until sooo...fast...hahax...play until 4+5 then go home...hahax...so happy...^-^...then come home then i noe i zhong[4] sunburn...lolx...okie...think end here bahx...wanna sleep soon tired lerx...=)...

2005-03-02T10:13:00.000-08:00

sianx...y are u making ppl hate u...dun act cute...then ppl won hate u lerx...i have nth to sae...jux tell u...u are really too much...sho suckie...really hate u lotx...dunno why u will become liddat...dunno wad has happen to u...pls change...change back to ur own self...u are really going over board...dun continue doing the wrong thing...arRgGhh...hate u so much...okie...enough about u....haix...todae in school chao sianx lorx...stomach pain until wan die lerx...lying on the table...haix...then wan sleep also cannot...stupid...todae talk about many things...mi pc jx and cheryl...sae about many many many thingy...hahax...cannot sae here lahx...=)...then recess also talk talk here talk talk there...then miss yew so much lehx...thinkin of yew every min every sec...miss yew lotx...

woohoo...lolx...miss ya lotx..

2005-03-01T07:35:00.000-08:00

haix...mi long time nvr talk to yew lerx...haix...missin yew man...haiyaa...nth to do lehxx...so damn sian...todae sho stuoid kanna scolding by chinese teacher...idiot lorxx...go take book frm locker...but then not chinese de...then she scold mi liao...sho idiot...haiyoo...dunno wat to say ler lehxx....haix...i wann my hp back!!!but my stupid father dun wan gib mi back...arrgghh!!!!no hp damn xin[1] ku[3] lorx...haix...think nothing lerx bahx...jux miss yew lotx..takkire..hehex...

how to be a good boyfriend...lolx..
Tell her you think shes cool.Tell her why you think shes so cool.Smell her hair.Talk to her in movie theatres.Pick her up and pretend youre going to throwherin the river; she'll scream and fight you butsecretly, she`ll love it.Hold her hand and skip.Hold her hand and run.Just hold her hand.Pick flowers from other peoples gardensand givethem to her.Tell her she's pretty.Let her pay if she wants to.Introduce her to your friends as the coolestgirl youknow.Sit in the park and talk to her.JUST TALK TO HER.Take her to the library.TAKE HER ANYWHERE.Tell her dirty jokes.TELL HER HAPPY STORIES.TELL HER SAD STORIES.TELL HER YOUR STORIES.TELL HER ANYTHINGTell her stupid jokes.Write poems about her.Just walk with her.Throw pebbles at her window.When she starts swearing at you, tell her youloveher.Take her to shows of bands shes neverheard of.Hold her hand in the mosh pit.Let her fall asleep in your arms.Call her.Call her back if she calls you.Sing to her, no matter how bad you are.Carve your names into a tree.Get her mad, then kiss her.Give her piggy-back rides.Go see her band play even if they really suckandtell her they were great.Give her space if she needs it.Push her on swings.Stay up with her all night when shes sick.Make up pet names for her but cool ones notsappy ones.Teach her guitar.Lend her your cds.Write on her.WRITE ABOUT HER.Make her mixtapes.Write her letters.Take her to cool shops and let her take you toeven cooler ones.Just hang out with her.Listen to all the bands she mentions.Dont tell her that her favorite bands suck.When shes sad, hang out with her or stay onthephone with her, even if shes not sayinganything.Buy her ice cream.Let her take all the photos of you she wants.Look into her eyes.Slow dance with her even if the music is fast.TELL HER A SECRET.Kiss her in the rain.JUST KISS HER.TRUST HER.LOVE HER.BE YOURSELF AROUND HER.CHERISH HERand when you fall in love with her tell her.

hahax...sho nicee...

2005-02-27T04:58:00.000-08:00

haiyass...sianxx...todae maths tuition..now many thingy...but cant say anything out...*sshhhss*...sianxx larhhx...todae..many ppl came to my house...my cousin came too...lollx...after my tuition..mi eat lunch lerhx..then went into the room watch vcds wif my cousin..lollx...the show rawkx man...hahax...[[yuan wei de xia tian]]...very touching...watch until i cried lehhx..hehex...she jux went home not long ago..cos we jux finish watching the show...sho touching..hai wang zi gen jing yu hao pei arhHx...=P..hahax...mi sho lamee..hahax..ani wae..think tats all bahHx..

wad if a gal cries in front of yew..

If a girl cries in front of you,it means that she couldnt take it anymore.If you take her hand,she would stay with you for the rest of your life;If you let her go, she couldnt go back to beingherself anymore.A girl won't cry easily,Except in front of the person who she lovethe most,she becomes weak.A girl won't cry easily,only when she love you the most,she put down her ego.Guys, if a girl cries because of youplease hold her hands firmly,she's the one who would stay with you for therest of your life.Guys, if a girl cries because of you,please dont give her up,maybe because of your decision,you ruin her life.When she cry right in front of you,When she cry becasue of you,Look into her eyes,Can ya see and feel the pain and hurt she'sfeeling?Think.Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity,in front of you,And becasue of you?She cry not because she is weak,She cry not becasue she wants sympathy orpity,She cry,Because crying silently is no longerpossible,the pain,hurt,and agony have become too big aburden to be kept inside.Guys,Think about it,If a girl cry her heart out to you,And all because of you,Its time to look back on what ya have done,Only you will know the answer to it.Do consider it,Cause one day,It may be too late for regrets,It may be too late to say " i'm sorry".

2005-02-21T21:48:00.000-08:00

haixx...todaee..trainningg...dunnoo wadd mii doingg...haix..noo moodd to trainn...althoughh mi theree laughhingg...dunnoo wadd happenn...mi worriiedd aboutt yeww lehxx...but dunnoo watt to doo...haaixx...wisshh u arree allrighhtt...wishh nothingg happennedd...muss takee caree off urrselff...dunn hurtt urselff...haixx...thinkk tts all bahxx...mi reallyy noo moodd to writtee lerxx...hiiaxx..good luckk to everyoone...foorr theeir examms...andd dunn stresss urselff...

2005-02-20T03:06:00.000-08:00

OoOoo...i change..to large font...looks so funnii...hahahaxx...hmmx...sianx..mi tml got exam...ssi...haix...sianx...dunno wad to learn...haix...hahahax...juss noww mi ruyii and kenny there crapping...lolx...laughh untill mi stomach pain..lollxx...thin mi end here lerx...gtg eat dinner wif my neighbour lerxx...mi missingg yew...cant smss yew...haix...sorry worx...=(

guys..luv her 4 wat she is worx...

2005-02-17T19:02:00.000-08:00

Love the girl in your heart, not in your mind. If you base your relationship on feelings, it will fail for there are ups & downs in feelings. Girls are there to be loved, not toyed around.Love her for who she is. Don't even think about changing any bit about her. 6 billion people in this world & 6 billion different personalities. She's special & she will stay that way. You change any part of her, you'll change her forever. Don't substitute her for anyone else, they are just unique in their own ways.Love whole-heartedly. She sacrificed a lot for you so you'd better really treassure her. She could have just got up & date a so much more dashing guy in town but she chose you instead all because of love. So love her guys, not play with her.Don't just get the girl to beg you to stay or whatsoever. If you're with her, love her. Don't cause a strain in the relationship, you'll end up loving each other out of pity or charity, that's not respecting love at all. Respect love the way it is & everything will be the best it can be. I've been there & I know how it feels.Don't expect perfection from her. She's the only one in the world & she's done the best she could.Like another girl while you're in a relationship? Then I think it's time you remain single for a while. Don't go around breaking girls' hearts, it's the most tragic thing to do.Tell the truth, never hide anything from her. If you want her to tell you everything, do the same. Don't go calling other girls "honey" or "darling", how would it feel if your girl calls other guys the same way? Be faithful, enough is enough.Socialise only when you're single. You socialise & flirt around is to get the girl of your dreams. Get it over when she's already yours, don't ask for more.It never kills to be romantic. Think, be flexible. Getting that diamond ring isn't the only gift for her. Be realistic, she's human & she lives life just like you. Something sweet & simple always get the job done. Money doesn't exist between couples, it's the love.Never promise her that you'll love her forever because your forever might end the next day. Love her as if each day is the last.Sweet talks only apply for singles, not for attached guys. Do that & you'll really break your girl's heart. Isn't good being too well-known too, it'll give her a sense of insecurity. Remember, INSECURITY.Promise her & make sure you never break it. Swear to her & make sure you keep it. Pledge your love to her & her alone.Loving her is giving her your heart to break it but trusting her not to. Instead, she'll cherish it & protect it. That's love. Give her your heart, your life, your everything.Lay down your life & prepare to die for her when the need arises. But stay strong & live through another day, she can never live without you.Never, ever walk out of her life. She won't just cry her heart out & carry on living as per normal, she'd die. It her heart that you've broken, how would you ever know how she feels?Winning a girl's heart isn't the final victory. Don't leave her once you've won her love. Love her all the way till the end of time, love her till marriage, love her till old age, love her till death. If you can love her till the end of time, you've earned the honor & respect for you've truly loved her.She chose you because she believes that you can fulfil your promise. Win her heart & love her over. Remember, the girl isn't a trophy for display, she's someone to love, not to show off to your "friends". Stay humble yet proud that she's the one for you. Respect her for the way she is, never despise her & never mistreat her, never even think of toying with her...

make sure u truly luv her....dun hurt her...dun make her sad...

haix...sianxXx..

2005-02-15T17:32:00.000-08:00

haix..sianx..mi today dunno y so moody...haix..anihow think thingy...haix...sianx..tml got science test...thursday got maths test...haix...SIANXx...haven learn yet...haix...no mood to learn lehx...also dunno wat to learn...aiya...sianx lahx...haix...

[[cHiNeSe nEw YeAr!!]]

2005-02-09T13:37:00.000-08:00

wee!! chinese new year mus write in red...lolx...hmmx...~happy new year~(>_<)v..hahax...oOooO..ytd many ppl come my house...lolx...cos my grandmother staying at my hse..=)...then afternoon i went to my grandma house..hahax..go there wish my her happy new year..hahax...ytd sleep at about 1...think so...hahax...todae lehx...think mi going to my sis godmum hse...hmmx..think only mi and my sis going...cos my mum needa look after my grandmother...haix...den mus take mrt all the way to pasir ris...lolx...so far..hahax...hmmx...dunno wat to write le lehx...think tts all bahx...one more thing...sorrie..mi cannot msg yew...my phone was taken away by my dad...he dun wan to give mi back...sorrie..=)kaex..tts all...will post soon..bye..

sianx..

2005-02-07T20:50:00.000-08:00

stupid!!!so sianx..cannot go eat reunion dinnerr wif vballers & coach...suX!!!idiot!!!haix...mi really no mood lahx...sux...sux...!!!dun wan sae lerx...bye..

tOuChinG stOrIe rItExX...='(

2005-02-06T13:31:00.000-08:00

He met her at a party. She was so outstanding,many guys chasing after her, while he was sonormal, nobody paid attention to him.At the end of the party, he invited her to havecoffee with him, she was surprised but due tobeing polite, she promised.They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was toonervousto say anything, she felt uncomfortable, shethought to herself, "Please, let me go home.."Suddenly he asked the waiter, "Would youpleasegive me some salt? I'd like to put it in mycoffee."Everybody stared at him, so strange! His faceturned red but still, he put the salt in hiscoffee and drank it.She asked him curiously, "Why you have thishobby?"He replied, "When I was a little boy, I lived nearthe sea, I liked playing in the sea, I could feelthe taste of the sea , just like the taste of thesalty coffee. Now every time I have the saltycoffee, I always think of my childhood, think ofmy hometown, I miss my hometown so much, Imiss myparents who are still living there."While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched. That's his true feeling,from thebottom of his heart. A man who can tell out hishomesickness, he must be a man who loveshome,cares about home, has responsibility of home..Then she also started to speak, spoke about herfaraway hometown, her childhood, her family.That was a really nice talk, also a beautifulbeginning of their story. They continued to date.She found that actually he was a man whomeetsallher demands; he had tolerance, was kindhearted,warm, careful. He was such a good person butshealmost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee!Then the story was just like every beautiful lovestory, the princess married to the prince, thenthey were living the happy life... And, every timeshe made coffee for him, she put some salt inthecoffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letterwhich said, "My dearest, please forgive me,forgive my whole life's lie. This was the only lieI said to you---the salty coffee.Remember the first time we dated? I was sonervousat that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but Isaid salt. It was hard for me to change so I justwent ahead. I never thought that could be thestart of our communication!I tried to tell you the truth many times in mylife, but I was too afraid to do that, as I havepromised not to lie to you for anything.. Now I'mdying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you thetruth, I don't like the salty coffee, what astrange bad taste.. But I have had the saltycoffee for my whole life!Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anythingI do for you. Having you with me is my biggesthappiness for my whole life. If I can live for thesecond time, still want to know you and haveyoufor my whole life, even though I have to drink thesalty coffee again."Her tears made the letter totally wet.Someday, someone asked her, "What's thetasteofsalty coffee?"She replied, "It's sweet."Pass this 2 everyone coz love is not 2 forgetbut2 forgive, not 2 see but understand, not 2 hearbut 2 listen, not 2 let go but HOLD ON !!!!

[[Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear.]]

-= True love hears what is not spoken &understands what is not explained, for lovedoesn't work in the mouth, nor the mind, but in the heart...=-

2005-02-05T02:15:00.000-08:00

hmmx...todae whole dae at home worXx...nth to do...sianx...tuition in the morning..then after tt ling2 came into my room...took my pooh bear watch and see...then dunno do wat...then.....*piang*...on the floor lerxX...i shouted...AhHhHhHh...wo de shou biao!!!...then is like wa lau...my precious watch...gone lerx...aRrGhH!!...tml going orchard...see whether can make notx...best is can lahx...haix!!!my watch...new year cannot wear new watce lerxX!!!...siAnXx!!...i wAn my watch back!!!='(...wan cry lerx...my precious watch...haix...='(...haix...aniwae..tml mi go orchard then can noe lorx...sianx...i wan my watch my watch back....*cRiEsXx*....think tts all...mi dunno wat to write lerx...too sad lerx...haix...buaix...takkiRe...

2005-01-26T21:56:00.000-08:00

haix...sianx...today in class wan slp liddat...then chi lesson mi almost slp...(-_-)zZzZz..then dnt also wan sleep liddat...sianx...today training at toa payoh...mi still cannot fa[1] guo[4] the ball....mi no strength!!!haixX...mi damn tired think end here bahx...

at last man...lolx...(>_<)v

2005-01-23T21:32:00.000-08:00

hehex...AT LAST I FINISH MAKING MOI BLOG LERX!!!yay!!!hahax...at last!!!todae mi do house work...clean window...clean toilet...lolx...so poor thing rite...lolx...todae no tuition...postpone lerx...till tues...hehex...whew lucky man...hahax...today use com damn long....jux to make moi bloggie...hahax...dunno wat to write lerx...hehex...lurve moi bloggie so much...hehex...think mi end here bahx...tml need go school need to sleep early...so...nitex...muackx..lurve ya...

2o jAn 2oo5...happiE daY...(>_<)v

2005-01-21T01:07:00.000-08:00

hahax...so happy...we won...anderson vs st joseph convent...2:0...yea!!!lolx...(>.<)v ytd after match mi & eileen went heartland mall meet peichee they all...lolx...so funni...the jonathan so funnie...we wan take neoprint then he keep on playing wif the curtain...lolx...then every time dun wan to take..keep on running away...lolx...so cute...then mux go chase him back...hahax...then at the mrt that time we all stand up only he and wei ann sit down...the 2 guys...hahax...then we keep on laughing...laugh until very loud...lolx...then when waitin for the second train...he keep on pulling mi de bag...then mi almost fall down...hahax...then when we need to seperate le...then mi cheryl peichee and jonathan got down at amk...then cheryl need go another side take bus...then mi chee and jon go the other side take bus...then mi get down first...lolx..b4 mi get down...i told them...HAPPY TALKING!!!...lolx...