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ARRGHH!!...so stupid!!!...
the results fer the superstar thingy..
so suprising...
so dissapointed!!haiis...
why the jason get in!!!!!why????!!!why???!!!why????????!!!!!!!
haiis...stupid!...
all cos of him...derrick got booted out..haiis...
have got nth to say!!
derrick so good also will get booted out...
haiis...think the judges dunno how to gibb points....
so dissapointed...
haiis...wah liao...so stupid!!!
wad kind of supporters are they...
shld support derrick mahh....
go support jason fer wad???
haiis...arrgghh!
derrick cannot out derr!!!
derrick so good!!!!
ahhhhh!!!
haiis...haiis...haiis...haiis...
onli stupid ppl vote fer jason...haiis...
woohoo...next week de got sebastian!!!
i dun care le!!!..if derrick din get in on the revival round...
then sebastian mus get in!!!!!!
cannot derrick mus mus mus mus mus get in!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
arhhhhHHH!!!!haiis...
okiies...i got nth to sae lerr...
stupid ppl VOTE FER JASON!!
hahahahahas...k...endin here...
derriick and sebastiian raWks! no matter wad happens!!
|12:20 AM|
hahas..change blogskins le...hahas..like the midi..=)
hmms..todae was youth dae celebration..hahas..
hmms..had lessons..then at 12 got concert..=)
dunno wad concert was dat..hahas..
the place soo hot de
then so squeezy de...haf to go down early...if not no space to sit..hahas..
after skool...went to amk arcade wiif pc..cherr..jh..gh..tim..sheryl..ernest and ram..hahas..
so fun..played there...till abt 3 plus 4..then i go home lerr..
hmms..so funniie..dunno how to play the car de...every1 so expert..hahas..siians..
no match fer them..hahas...hmms...im soooo tired...haiis..
think i gonna end here...hahas...buaii!
|10:55 PM|
hahas..lalalas~
so long nvr update lerr...hahas...
dunno wad to update larh..hahas..holidaes over lerh..
also dunno wad i do during holidae..hahas...so siian...everydae at home play com...also cannot go out...so stupid..hahas...
hmms...went to watch initialD last friday [24/o6] wiif amanda and ling2..
so funniie...went to ps early in the morning..lolls..abt 10 plus 11 reach there..hahas..then went to buy tickets..
we watch 1.2o derr..
then so early reach there...so we went walk around lorr...went to the arcade..hahas..play the car racing de game..hahas...i won!! hahas...so stupid...im so lame..hahas...
hmms...then after tt..we saw 1 machine...got so many softoy!! pooh de...then amanda went to try..first try got pooh lerr!!..hahas...so cute...then wanted piglet and tigger...the eeyore no more lerr..then they dun wan put out fer us to catch...haiis...then so sad...the eeyore cutest der..hahas...then actually wanted to tigger 1st...then ended up wiif piglet..then try so many times!!!...cannot get tigger..hahas..haiis...so stupid!! aniwae..pooh is still de bez!!hahas...yuppiies..
hmms..amanda was staying at my house since thursdae [23/o6]..hahas..so fun...everydae also very late slp..hahas...but onli the last few daes of the holidaes were fun..lolls..actually wanted to go escape de...then wanted watch initialD..then go watch lorr..hahas..initialD so nice!! mus go watch!!hahas..verri verii nice!!!hahas...jay so cool...edison so shuai!!hahas..so funniie..hahas...hmms...school reopen lo..mus study hard lo..hahas...cannot slack lo..lolls..
hahas..so glad to go back to skool...if not at home...really will diie de..hahas..hmms..todae lehh..went to buy shoe again...hahas..my father so good horr..buy so many shoe fer mii..lolls...then came home SLEEP..hahas..so tired..too late sleep le..hahas..
haiis...tml oral le...so siian..hate exams..hahas..
wanna sleep le..hahas...think end here bahh...=)..post agn..another time..hahas...dunno wen isit..hahas..
dis ish such a niice poem..so touching..hahas..
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was "Daddy's Day" at school, and she couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone.
But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today.
But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home.
But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all.
Of a dad whose never there a dad who never calls.
There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats.
One by one the teacher called a student from the class.
To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed.
At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare.
Each of them was searching, for a man who wasn't there.
"Where's her daddy at?!" she heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one," another student dared to shout.
And from somewhere near the back, She heard another father say, "Looks like another deadbeat dad, too busy to waste his day.
" The words did not offend her, as she smiled up at her Mom.
And looked back at her teacher, who told her to go on.
And with hands behind her back, Slowly she began to speak
And out from the mouth of a child, came words incredibly unique.
"My Daddy couldn't be here, because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be, Since this is such a special day
And though you cannot meet him, I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy and how much he loves me so.
He loved to tell me stories he taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses, and taught me to fly a kite.
We used to share fudge sundaes, and ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him. I'm not standing here alone.
"Cause my daddy's always with me, even though we are apart
I know because he told me, he'll forever be in my heart"
With that, her little hand reached up, and lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat, beneath her favorite dress.
And from somewhere in the crowd of dads, her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter, who was wise beyond her years.
And when she dropped her hand back down, staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft, but its message clear and loud.
"I love my daddy very much, he's my shining star.
And if he could, he'd be here, but heaven's just too far.
You see he was a fireman and died just this past year.
When airplanes hit the towers and taught Americans to fear.
But sometimes when I close my eyes, it's like he never went away.
"And then she closed her eyes, and saw him there that day.
And to her mother's amazement, she witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children, all starting to close their eyes.
Who knows what they saw before them, Who knows what they felt inside.
Perhaps for merely a second, they saw him at her side.
"I know you're with me Daddy," to the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers, of those once filled with doubt.
Not one in that room could explain it, for each of their eyes had been closed..
But there on the desk beside her, was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose..
[~end~]
Wishes do come true, but you usually only get one. So be
careful what u wish for. Because whats done is done.
I wished he didnt love me, I wished he'd just forget,
now he doesnt c me, it's like we never met.
If you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleedin on your shirt
Memories are so deep that the heart sinks...
You asked me why i put up with what you do ....
i said because i would alwyas love you
The tears rolled down her face and he said noboday will
take your plase sure she said as she quickly got up and
fled she cut her wrists that nite because she thought it
would make things right but she was wrong it just made
her loose sight
Love is war
easy to start
hard to end
impossible to forget
:: Just When I Start Too Get Miself Back Together Again Thoughts Of You Come Creeping In ::
Love is just a broken word waiting for a meaning..
And the doctor said my depression is so bad,
that the only way out is the way I came in...
But the way I came in doesnt exist anymore.
And it's all coz you don't love me.
"But as i said, it doesnt matter now..
"These were the last words i eva heard from the one I love.
The fight was mii fault and ii didnt understand that...
or didnt want to.
[~end~]
|11:51 PM|
|10:27 PM|
haiis...stupid...idiiotic father!!...all cos pff him..i ended up not goiin fer volleyball trainiin...stupiid!!!...haiis...dunno wads wrong wiif mii diis few daes..haiis...my stupiid father dun wanna let mii go back to my vball traiinin...haiis...he also dun wan let mii get back my fone!!!...so idiotiic!!!humph!!!...haiis...todae got competition...anderrson vs innova...haiis...lose lerr... 2:1..hahas..nvm..at least got win 1..then coach also sae its jus an experience...=) tml is anderrson vs temasek poly..haiis...dunno whether will win norrt...haiis...miiss volleyball!!!arrghh!!!i wan go back!!!...haiis...going to talk to my dad lerr...think end here lerr...
|11:00 PM|
haiis...today last dae of skool lerr...we had quite a fun dae bahhs...first lesson science...then next lesson was geog..lolls..geog went to library..watch spiiriited away...lolls..we were late...hahas..after tt then end skl lerr...then 1.30 got sports carnival...we pon..hahas...notii riite...hehes...1st time pon lehhs...lolls..we pon lerr go j8 eat then they take neoprint..mii nvr take cas not in the mood to take...liddat take lerr not niice...so mii nvr take..hahas...then after tt we all go biishan parrk..lolls..soo stupiid lorr...then biike 1 biig derr $8 per hourr lorr...soo ex...then the meduiim derr we all surre cannot riide derr..tehn end up nvr ride..then we take bus go amk central..lolls..jubilee there...walk here walk there...walk go the arcade then cannot go iin..cos cannot wear skool u orr skool tee..so stupiid...lolls...then walk go popularr...awhile onli then cum out lerr..lolls..then we wanted to play blk catching...lolls..found a blk..lolls..26 story high derr....`but the lift has no button wif the no. [26] on it...but got 26 storries...scarry riite..lolls...then we took different lift..gals in 1 boiis in 1...then the boiis shouted iin the liift..lolls..was so loud that we can hear..lolls..then we also shouted..but onli once..hahas...after tt went to amk parrk...lolls..go so many parrk horr..lolls..then walk until damn high...then walk down the slope..lolls..got mud...make my dhoe verii diirty..hahas...but then jh derr the worst derr...then he sae wan go home wash shoe lerr...liddat lorr..then we sit at the playground there talk very long..talk till abt 6 bahhs...hahas...long siia...then go home lerr..lolls..todae at fiirst damn bored derr..but was fun in the end..lolls..yea...skool holidaes here lerr...can slack slack abit...but vball competieion starting lerr...on 28/5...haiis..got back my result sllips lerr...did quite okiie bahh...okiie onlii..haiis..so stupid...lolls..dun talk abt it lerr...mii wan go back vball lerr!!!!!...long time nvr play lerr...hahas...waiit ferr mii worrs...hahas..ending here...niites...=)
|12:40 AM|
heyyas..sorriie...long tiime nvr post lerr..haiis...
siians...dunno wadd to postt lehh..thiinkiin of manyy thiings that pastt lonng ago lerr..zZz...allso dunno why..now wann holiidae lerr stiill thiinkiin of manny manyy thiings...haiis..why diid iit even haff to happenn???...iits all my faullt...haiis...aniiwae iit hass all past long long tiime ago..
i shouldntt thiink of iit butt i couldnt hellp iit...my miind is full of thiings that shouldnt be therre...haiis...iits so latte lerr...and i stiill cannt seem to sleep...cos off too manyy thiings iin my miind...wheneverr i cllose my eyes...euu wiill allwaes appear...haiis...y iisiit liidat???...dun feell liike tallkiin aboutt iit aniimorre...iim tiired...verry tiired...verry verry tiired...haiis...
euu to0k my hearrt and liifted iit hiigh ..
thenn euu lett iit fall .. harrd .. verry harrd ..
annd euu watchh iit bbr0ke iint0 miilli0n piieces ..
ferr mee t0 piick up andd mendd iit ..
butt ..
iit cann neverr be perrfect agaiin ..
cos therre iis a verry veryy deep scarr
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|12:19 AM|
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